Today I spent 9 hours on an L&D ward; 5 of those hours ended up being in one delivery. However, oddly enough, today was one of the best days I've had in a long time!(and the reason I say "oddly" is because up until today I was completely dreading this rotation. I'm not a baby person and I don't have much patience. So the thought of a long labor process and a baby was just a little more than I thought I could handle.) But, seeing the miracle of life is so overwhelming. I think the reason I enjoyed it so much is because even in the midst of all the screaming, crying, rushing around, and chaos, my mind today was completely focused on God; on who He is as a Creator, Father, and strength in time of weakness. All day I kept silently praising and thanking God for his beautiful creation. Today I had a big change of heart. And I love it! Who knows, I may even consider having kids one day...(and trust me, that's a BIG change!) I love how God works.
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- Richard said...
Mon Mar 30, 09:43:00 PMCould the rug rats that run around your house all day be the reason that you don't want kids??? :) Glad you had a pleasant experience today! God is good!- Kristin said...
Mon Mar 30, 09:48:00 PM@Kimberly haha. no. don't think that's the reason! those kids are precious. But I've never really wanted kids. Just never thought it was my thing. But, who knows.- Anonymous said...
Mon Mar 30, 11:05:00 PMThat's TIGHT. Glad it was a good one!