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My Prayer

2010-05-16T20:55:00.000-04:00

"There is none like you. No one else can touch my heart like you do...."

We had corporate prayer at church tonight. One person mentioned in prayer that we would not be a stumbling block for unbelievers. That when people see us (Christians) they see Christ; his love, kindness, etc. I was reminded of this song listed above. Only God can reach the very deepest part of me, only He knows everything about me, and He is the only one who brings comfort to my soul. My prayer for myself and other Christians is like the Psalm "Lord, point out anything within me that offends you...". I know that if something offends God than it will most likely also offend others who don't know Christ. We are called to make His name famous, but in order to do that we must be like Him! I'm praying this psalm because there are most certainly a lot of things in me that offend Christ and I don't even see it. So, I hope that you would join me in this prayer in hope that Christ's name would be made famous because of the way that we live! God is able to "touch my heart" like no one else and He is able to point out the sin that offends Him, and others.

Just a thought...

2010-05-09T15:22:00.003-04:00

All things are legitimate [permissible-and we are free to do anything we please], but not all things are helpful (expedient, PROFITABLE, and wholesome). All things are legitimate, but not all things are constructive [to character] and edifying [to spiritual life]. -1 Corinthians 10:23

This has become one of my favorite verses from scripture and I wanted to share it. Some time last year I was introduced to this verse be a good friend during a season of my life when I wasn't necessarily making good decisions all the time. She told me to ask myself the question "is this profitable?" before making any decisions or actions. And that question has stuck with me ever since and has challanged me to live a holy life...I pray this scripture challanges you as well.

Not My Home

2010-04-11T20:49:00.005-04:00

"My soul is getting restless for the place where I belong. I can't wait to join the angels and sing my Heaven song." -Phil Wickham

I love this song because I'm reminded that this place is not my home. It's easy for me to get frustrated with life...the busyness, responsibilities, stress, etc. and forget that this is only temporary. Now, don't get me wrong...I have a good life. But I'm sure most people can understand where I'm coming from. However, I will say that my soul truly is "getting restless for the place where I belong." I just want to be home. I want to hug Jesus, sing with the angels, and rest. But, until then, I will keep running the race and try my best to push my will aside and let God's will control my life. It may not be easy and I certainly will fail many times, but I will rest in knowing that God's love is unfailing.

Dream...

2010-01-20T14:56:00.004-05:00

For the past few months I've felt extrememly overwhelmed with life. School and work have been crazy, and I think I just have too many plates spinning at one time. Well, last night I had a dream that I was walking in a field with Jesus. I was holding onto his arm and we were just talking. I wish I knew what we were talking about, but just being by his side was enough for me. Ever since I woke up I have felt an overwhelming sense of peace within me. And I can feel His presence more strongly than I've ever felt before. I don't think it is important that we were talking or what we were talking about. But rather God is reminding me that He is with me! In every season and in every circumstance He is here with me, helping me, guiding me, and continually showing me his unfailing love. I love him so much that my heart can hardly contain itself. :)

How Would You Introduce God?

2009-09-24T10:46:00.004-04:00

I recently watched a video of one of Steve Harvey's comedy shows. Steve Harvey, a secular comedian, while in front of a secular audience poses the question "How would you introduce God?" His response is amazing! I couldn't get the video to post to my blog so I typed up his response.

Ladies and gentleman it is my honor to introduce a man who needs no introduction.
His credits are too long to list.
He has done the impossible time after time, He has!
Out of a manger in Bethlehem and Jerusalem by way of Heaven.
His mother is still head-lining in the Catholic Church today.
His daddy is the author of a book that has been on the best seller list since the beginning of time.
He holds the record for the world’s greatest fish fry.
He fed 5000 hungry soldiers with 2 fish and five loafs of bread.
He can walk on water and turn water into wine. No special effects. No camera tricks.
He has a head shot on every church fan across the country.
Even before the Kings of comedy, He was hailed the King of all Kings, Ruler of the Universe, Alpha and Omega, Beginning and the End, the Bright and Morning star.
Some say he’s the Rose of Sharon. And some say he’s the Prince of Peace.
Put your hands together and show your love for the second coming of the One and Only.

Unconditional Love

2009-09-02T22:18:00.004-04:00

A few months ago I read a book titled Crazy Love by Francis Chan. My life was changed because of it. Recently I was reminded of this book and I decided to read it again. I've made it through 6 chapters and it's as if I'm reading it for the first time. As did the first time I read it, every chapter has made me step back and examine my life, and has challenged me to love unconditionally...

A concept that I've struggled with my entire life (and probably always will) is God's unconditional love. I just don't get it. I am sinner. Always have been and always will be. But yet God always has and always will love me with a love so deep and so powerful that even the grave couldn't stop it. "...broken and poured out all for love. Love so amazing!"

Crazy Love has challenged me on the whole concept of unconditional love. Not only does God love us unconditionally, but the same unconditional love that God has for us is the same love that He calls (commands) us to love people with. The fleshly part of me only wants to love people that I know. But we are called (commanded) to love everyone with the same unconditional love that God shows us. Yes, we are even commanded to love the people driving 55 mph in a 70 mph zone! :) For it is our unconditional love for people that allows Jesus to be revealed throughout the nations. But I know that without the help of Christ, I will invariably and ultimately fail at every attempt to love unconditionally. Praises that His grace is sufficient!

And lastely, I am to have an unconditional love for God. I am reminded of how many times I've become angry with God because things didn't turn out my way. Or the time that I completely turned from God because of (what I thought to be) his 'lack' of action in my life. "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength." Again, we are commanded to love unconditionally...God and people. I know there will be times I will fail, but I MUST give Him everything! That is what He expects. He won't settle for less.

Love God. Love People. Reach the World.

Crossroads

2009-07-11T13:47:00.004-04:00

Lately I've been challenged with the idea of crossroads and the importance of making the right choice (thanks to Kay Arthur). A crossroad is simply a choice as to what direction we will take. Every day we all face crossroads in our lives; little or big, they are there. I know I often don't put as much thought into a decision as I should. In a fast pace society like we live in, it is so easy for me to make a choice without thinking about the consequences that may follow. I hate that!

My biggest challenge has been in knowing if I'm making the right choice or not; if I'm taking the right path. In the big scheme of things, I am reassured in knowing that at least one path I've chosen is right because of Matthew 7:13. But what about every other decision in life? (Now as a side note, I've never been an assertive person. And I've always been the type to want other people to make the decision for me. Just tell me what to do and I'm happy!). But unfortunately, as an adult I must make choices for myself. Lame! :)

I have to admit that lately, I've made a lot of wrong choices. I realize now it's because I've been running to other people for help, and putting my trust in them; instead of running to God (and that is not an easy lesson to learn!). He may be a big God, but I'm learning that He is willing to give guidance on every single little decision I must make. As Kay Arthur puts it: "when you go straight to the word of God yourself to discover what it says, what it means, and how you are to line up your thinking and behavior with truth- you begin observing the things that are the easiest to see". In other words, God reveals to us the direction we should go. I'm so thankful to God for being patient with me while I continue to learn how to put this learned lesson into action.

No Words

2009-06-30T17:01:00.004-04:00

I've been trying to write a new post for the past few days. There is so much good stuff happening in my life but I just can't seem to put the right words to it. It may be because of mental exhaustion from school, or having too much on my mind; but I'm lead to believe it's because there are no words that can do justice in explaining the greatness of God and the 'this-far' work he is doing in me...

Just a thought...

2009-06-21T21:13:00.003-04:00

If there is one thing that I've learned recently and one biblical truth that I have tightly clung to, it is this: Jesus is all I need and He is ALWAYS for me. He is always on my side, helping me to do this thing called 'life'.

Healer by Hillsong

You hold my every moment, you calm my raging seas.

You walk with me through fire, and heal all my disease.

I trust in you. I trust in you.

I believe you're my healer.

I believe YOU ARE ALL I NEED.

I believe you're my portion.

I believe you're more than enough for me.

JESUS YOU'RE ALL I NEED.

Nothing is impossible for you.

You hold my world in your hands.

You Are For Me by Kari Jobe (chorus)

I know that you are for me, I know that you are for me.

I know that you will never forsake me in my weakness.

I know that you have come now even if to write upon my heart

to remind me of who you are.

Closed doors

2009-06-17T22:17:00.004-04:00

I'm sure most have heard the saying "when one door is closed, another is opened" or something to that effect. But I think often times the hardest part is letting doors be closed in the first place. So often God will close a door, make it loud and clear to me that it is closed, and yet I continue to fight to keep it open...or even reopen the door later on down the road...

For the past few days a good friend of mine has been challenging me to not let any of the 'closed doors' be reopened. For me it comes in the form of relationships and offenses. For you it may be hurts, offenses, attached emotions, etc. Whatever it may be, I just want to encourage you to keep those doors closed! I know how easy it is to let the little things gradually nudge that door open again. Even if another door isn't immediately opened, we must trust that God will bring contentment with the doors that are still open. He always has our best interest in mind, whether we believe so or not. And His will is always right! Stay strong. The reward is coming, and is much greater than we could ever imagine!

Hebrews 12

2009-06-11T16:59:00.004-04:00

I know this is a day late, but...

A friend recently shared this scripture with me. I've read it before, but Hebrews 12 is one of those passages that is continually life changing and encouraging. I recommend that everyone take the time to read it.

...1 let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us...2a Because of the joy awaiting Him, he endured the cross, disregarding its shame...3 think of all the hostility he endured from sinful people; then you won't become weary and give up. 4 You have not yet struggled and fought agonizingly against sin, nor have you yet resisted and withstood to the point of pouring out your own blood.
...5 and have you forgotten the encouraging words God spoke. He said "my child, don't make light of the Lord's discipline, and don't give up when he corrects you. 6 For the Lord disciplines those he loves..."7 As you endure this discipline, remember that God is treating you as his own children...11 no discipline is enjoyable while it is happening- it's painful! But afterward there will be a peaceful harvest of right living for those who are trained in this way...

Keep pushing on!

New Way of Blogging

2009-06-06T07:39:00.003-04:00

As a way to do better with blogging, I'm going to start blogging a whole new way. My goal is to blog at least 3 days every week. So I have picked 3 days and assigned each a topic...

Monday: YouTube Video. Every Monday I am going to post a video that I found on You Tube. It could be funny, embarrassing, sad, or serious. I'm going to try and keep things on the happy and encouraging side, but I'll just have to play it by ear.

Wednesday: Biblical Truth. Every Wednesday I am going to write about a biblical truth that I've encountered recently. It could be a verse from scripture, highlight points from Sunday's Sermon, or even lyrics of a song.

Saturday: News and Politics. I am leaving this category very open and broad. It could include anything about World news, local news, Obama's actions or plans, or interesting stories about celebrities.

I'm not promising that I will post every Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday. But I am going to try my best! :)

my life right now

2009-06-01T20:49:00.005-04:00

Well, summer school is in full swing and my mind is continually being filled with new information about nursing. Things are starting to get difficult and my schedule is starting to get pretty hectic. Not only have I been struggling with school, but relationships seem to be getting more strained, and God has been continually exposing the not-so-good things in my life. But the crazy thing is, I've never felt more peace than I do right now in this season of life! I've found peace in every decision I've made, every conversation I've had, and every opportunity that I've taken (or not taken). I know that this is all God's doing. The peace that he has brought to my mind, soul, and spirit is a continuous reminder of his grace and mercy. I LOVE the way He works!

Well, I've gotta get back to paperwork. Just thought I'd update while it was on my mind. :)

I Think I can, I Think I can...

2009-05-18T14:12:00.008-04:00

Well, today was the beginning of 10 weeks of chaos, stress, and confinement to the library...AKA Summer (Nursing) School. The only postive thing about taking summer classes is that I'll be one semester closer to being an RN and will graduate in December 2009, instead of May 2010! (even if I do have gray hair and stress ulcers come graduation!) lol. Just kidding! It is truly by God's grace that I've made it this far and I have faith that He will lead me to the end.

...just don't be expecting many blogs for awhile!

"Thanks be to God, who gives us the victory

of our Lord Jesus Christ.

So be strong and immovable.

Always work enthusiastically for the Lord,

for you know that nothing you do

for the Lord is ever useless."

1 Corinthians 15:57-58

Who I belong to

2009-05-16T21:54:00.008-04:00

I'm currently doing a bible study titled Annointed, Transformed, Redeemed by Priscilla Shirer, Beth Moore, and Kay Arthur. During last weeks DVD lesson as Priscilla was teaching, she listed off the following descriptions of who God is. I felt it was worth sharing (thanks to Karla for typing it up!) ::
He is the first and the last. The beginning and the end.
He’s the keeper of creation. And the creator of all.
He’s the architect of the universe and the manager of all time.

He always was, always is, and always will be unmoved, unchanged, undefeated and never undone.

He was bruised but brought healing. He was pierced but eased pain.
He was persecuted but brought freedom. He was dead to bring life.
He has risen to bring power and raised to bring peace.

The world can’t understand him.
Armies can’t defeat him.
Schools can’t explain him.
Leaders, they can’t ignore him.
Herod, he couldn’t kill him.
Nero couldn’t crush him.
The new age cannot replace him.
And Oprah cannot explain him away. She can’t!! she can’t do it!!

He is light. He is longevity. And he is the Lord.
He is goodness and kindness and faithfulness and he is God!
He is holy and righteous and powerful and pure.

His ways are right. His word is eternal. His will is unchanging.
His mind is on us.

He’s my saviour, my god, my peace, my joy, my comfort, my Lord.
And he rules my life.

I serve him because is bond is love. His burden is easy. His yoke is light.
And his goal for me is abundant life!

I follow him because he’s the wisdom of the wise. He’s the power of the powerful.
The ancient of days. The ruler of rulers. The leader of all leaders.

His goal is a relationship with me.
He’ll never leave me. Never forsake me. Never mislead me. Never forget me. Never overlook me.
And never cancel my appointment in his appointment book. Never!!

When I fall, he’ll lift me up. When I fail, he’ll forgive me.
When I am weak, he’s strong. When I am lost, he’s my way.
When I am afraid, he’s my courage. When I stumble, he will steady me.
When I am hurt, he’s going to heal me. When I am broken, he will mend me.
When I am blind, he will lead me. When I am hungry, he will feed me.
When I face trials, he’s with me. When I face persecution, he shields me.
When I face problems, he will comfort me.
When I face loss, he will provide for me. And when I face death, he will carry me home to meet him.

He is everything for everybody, everywhere, everytime, and in every way.

He is my god….and that is who I belong to!!

Psalm 23

2009-05-14T09:06:00.006-04:00

"The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me behind still waters. He restores me soul..."

In the bible study I'm doing in small group this semester, this scripture was used in one of the days of study. I've probably heard Psalm 23 over 100 times in my life; in sermons, Sunday school lessons, even songs. But I've never read and understood it the way I do now (thanks to a great small group leader and work of the Holy Spirit). He MAKES me lie down in green pastures to restore my soul. He knows when I need a break! He knows when I've reached my limit. So he may bring rest through circumstances (bad or good) or people that he brings in (or out) of my life. I've realized that even if I don't see the reason or good in the circumstance, I must trust that he knows what I need. And he is going to MAKE me rest; whether I like it or not! His timing is perfect, even if I don't realize it. I LOVE how he speaks through scripture and how you can read something 100 times and learn something new every time! so cool.

An Experience with a Local Dry-Cleaners

2009-05-08T22:08:00.005-04:00

I wanted to share a frustrating, but yet funny, story with y'all...

So, my church is having a Ladies Tea tomorrow in honor of Mother's day. The past couple of days I have been helping Karla prepare for the event. Well, yesterday she took 12 tablecloths to a local dry-cleaners to have pressed; so that everything looked top-notch for the event. After picking them up and paying $56 for the pressing, we attempt to put them on the tables at the church. But we soon noticed that the tablecloths were in fact just as wrinkled and creased as before they were "pressed". So we take them back to the dry-cleaners to try and work the situation out. We go into the establishment and explain to one of the employees the dilemma; Karla nicely asks that she either get a refund or they press the cloths again. After a few minutes of conversation, the lady walks to the back and gets this man (I'm guessing her boss). He comes out and explains to us that they cannot get creases out of fabric! (which I've yet to fully understand). We argue for a few mintues about the meaning of the word "pressed", but seem to be getting nowhere with the employees. Then, without saying anything to Karla or me, this man starts taking each tablecloth off the hanger, unfolds all of them, wads each one up and puts it on the counter. In the meantime, Karla and I are confusingly looking at each other, wondering how his actions are going to solve the problem. Eventually, Karla asks the man what he was doing, and (pointing to the stack of hangers on the counter) he says "these are mine!"....
result: Karla receives a refund and we iron the tablecloths ourselves.

my favorite

2009-05-07T22:54:00.003-04:00

The More I Seek You by Kari Jobe

The more I seek you, the more I find you
The more I find you, the more I love you

I wanna sit at your feet, drink from the cup in your hands
Lay back against you and breathe, feel your heart beat
This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand
I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming

I think the main reason why I love this song so much is because it's so true to my life right now. I'm being forced to seek God more (in a good way). I've reached a point in life where even though I don't understand why He has brought me to this season, I have to trust that His way is best and continue to seek Him. And the more I seek Him and his purpose for my life, the more I am amazed at His love for me. This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand. I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming...

My Prayer

2009-05-05T20:58:00.007-04:00

Lord, bend me. Take out everything that's not of you- every habit, every thought, every dream, every desire. I want to be filled with You.

r/t

2009-04-28T21:33:00.011-04:00

New seasons of life bring about a new everything. New joys, friends, loves, activities, jobs, degrees, battles, struggles, and pains. There have been times that I love where I am in life. And others that I pray for God to bring a new season. But I'm learning that every season may not be a joyous one and we may not understand or like it, but nonetheless, it is here and we must live through it. Even more importantly, we must not forget that God is still God and we must trust that He brings us to every season because it is His will. That simple fact means we always have a reason to be joyous and are always commanded to offer our praise to Him. Regardless of our present situations, we must remember who God is and that He is always here. He knows what is best.

Desert Song by Hillsong:

All of my life, in every season

you are still GOD and I have a reason to sing

I have a reason to worship.

Detours

2009-04-22T14:13:00.005-04:00

For the past few weeks, Augusta has seemed to turn into a big clump of detours. And I'm not just talking about the I-20/Bobby Jones mess. I've been running into detours everywhere!

For instance, I live out by the airport. As I was headed to school today, and was only about 1 mile from my house, I was detoured from Hwy56 because of an accident that closed all 4 lanes. So I made a quick turn, hoping I could jump on 56-spur and go the back way to school. Well, all was going good until I was almost to Gordon Hwy, where I was then detoured because of road construction. To make a long story short, a trip that is usually about 14 miles/ 20 minutes, turned into 19 miles/ 35 minutes. Needless to say, I was late to class today.

And don't even get me started on the 1-20/Bobby Jones construction disaster! I seriously think someone totally screwed up the construction blue prints for that area. Road closings and detours keep increasing in number, while the number of workers appear to be decreasing. There seems to be no end it sight.

The Awe Factor

2009-04-18T10:16:00.007-04:00

I'm currently reading a book titled Crazy Love by Francis Chan (definitely a MUST read!). Below, I posted a video that He asked all the readers to watch. I've watched it several times and still don't know what to think. I am so awed by how BIG God really is!

Amazing!!
What you think?

Sweep Me Away

2009-04-13T18:06:00.004-04:00

My life recently has been super crazy. I believe I've reached a limit I never knew existed. But thankfully, by God's grace, I'm learning to say "no" and to not worry about things I can't control. I can't control the amount of school work I'm assigned, but I can control what I do with my time. And even more importantly, I can't control other peoples actions, but I can control my response. In the midst of all the craziness that seems to be my life right now, I am calmed by the sweet, sweet spirit of the Lord. If you're part of my twitter or facebook, I'm sure you've seen how much I LOVE Kari Jobe's lyrics. So here's another:

Father, I love your ways.

You came in your mercy and died in my place.

All I can do is bow.

Because of your goodness and your soverign Grace

that you sweep me away, sweep me away in your love

when nothing else matters.

God is all that matters! Everything else is rubbish. I once heard a pastor say that if something doesn't have eternal value, then it's eternally useless. And if I think about the real reason I was brought to life, literally "all I can do is bow!" No words necessary. I am swept away in God's love for me; his patience, kindness, grace, mercy, strength, sovereignty, and everything else that makes God's love so different than love that any person can show.

true love

2009-04-11T22:29:00.007-04:00

Good Friday...such a paradox. Death and Life. Crucifixion and Freedom.

A man who knew no sin became sin for the world so that we may live. He became MY sin so I may be forgiven. On this one day, true Love was shown its bounds (or lack of).

"There is love that came for us.
Humbled to a sinners cross.
You broke my shame and sinfulness.
You rose again victorous."

Easter...victory over death; Christ is RISEN! It's a promise of God's love to us. My heart shouts praise to the Lord, for He is good. And I know that the same power that conquered the grave, lives in me! PRAISE GOD!

A great day

2009-03-30T21:13:00.003-04:00

Today I spent 9 hours on an L&D ward; 5 of those hours ended up being in one delivery. However, oddly enough, today was one of the best days I've had in a long time!(and the reason I say "oddly" is because up until today I was completely dreading this rotation. I'm not a baby person and I don't have much patience. So the thought of a long labor process and a baby was just a little more than I thought I could handle.) But, seeing the miracle of life is so overwhelming. I think the reason I enjoyed it so much is because even in the midst of all the screaming, crying, rushing around, and chaos, my mind today was completely focused on God; on who He is as a Creator, Father, and strength in time of weakness. All day I kept silently praising and thanking God for his beautiful creation. Today I had a big change of heart. And I love it! Who knows, I may even consider having kids one day...(and trust me, that's a BIG change!) I love how God works.

Me just being real and true

2009-03-21T15:01:00.007-04:00

"I know that you are for me.
I know that you are for me.
I know that you will never forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that you have come now.
Even if to write upon my heart, who you are."

I just love these lyrics! Just knowing that God is always here for me is almost more than I can comprehend. I know this sounds silly, but there are times when I just stop and think, and ask God "why??" "Why are you always here for me? Why do you love me so much? I have done nothing to deserve your kindness and grace. Why do you love such a horrible sinner like me?". It's at times like that I am so grateful for the peace that the Holy Spirit brings. Peace in knowing that I am loved. Peace in knowing that God will never let me down. Peace in knowing God is enough for me. :)

And let me just say that I LOVE the way God works!! The past two months have been the most amazing months of my life. I have finally come to know what a relationship with Jesus Christ really means. God showed up at the most unexpected time and completely changed me. I've tried to write words to explain the change that has happened, but none do my heart justice...

So yummy!

2009-03-14T18:30:00.003-04:00

My parents took me out to the Snug tonight and it was off-the-chain! I had the most amazing, delicious prime-rib I've ever eaten! It's definitely a place that everyone needs to try. Well, have to go for now. I have lots and lots of studying to do for a big test on Monday. Wish me luck!

Brief

2009-03-09T09:57:00.003-04:00

I love my life...I love how God is always present. I love how he continues to reveal things to me...just sayin'!

"Legalizing sin"

2009-03-03T20:38:00.003-05:00

I saw a news story today with the headline "Legalizing Sin". I didn't get the whole story, but it was basically about certain states trying to legalize gambling. The title to this story struck me as being very odd...as if it's okay to sin as long as it's legal. And in all actuality, many people do think that the "little" sins don't really matter. Only the "big" sins count; like murder, adultery, etc. I've even caught myself believing this at times. However, anything that causes God to be second best in our life is sin. Scripture even says that we are enslaved to sin when apart from Christ. Doesn't that mean all sin is illegal because we are imprisoned for it?! Praise God for the redemptive power of His love!! My prayer is that this nation, including myself, would begin to realize the severity of sin. There is no Supreme Court judge or Congress to decide which sin is "legal". However, there is an amazing God willing to forgive every sin and set you free!!

Free

2009-02-23T15:06:00.003-05:00

The miracle of Christ in me is the mystery that sets me free!!

Freedom. Something that I now know. How often do we make decisions that we know are wrong but yet somehow still make that decision. We let our feelings decide for us. I often have let my feelings dictate my actions, rather than letting God be the sovereign ruler that he is. I'm currently doing a bible study titled Lies Women Believe. One of the lies that the book mentions is that our feelings/emotions are an accurate judge of the situation at hand. But that is so false. If we resort to letting our feelings control us, then we are completely abandoning the Truth of God's word and his promises. Christ made the ultimate sacrifice for us. All he asks is that we sacrifice our feelings for what we know is true. God is great and faithful. I'm learning to let that truth control my life. He is always here for me and He is all I need. The joy and peace that I have encountered by making decisions through God's stength is something that I would never trade for anything. I love how he continues to gently break me of my wicked ways and reveal himself to me through truth. God is so good!

Seasons

2009-02-06T10:53:00.004-05:00

A new season has arrived for me. I'm content with where I am, but I'm also excitied about what the Lord has in store for me next. I'm learning to lean on Christ and trust him with everything. It's a constant battle with the enemy, but I know that the same power that conquered the grave lives in me and I'm thankful for that. "All of my life, in every season, He is still God and I have a reason to worship."

"Your eternal word, O Lord, stands firm in the heaven. Your faithfulness extends to every generation, as enduring as the earth you created. Your regulations remain true to this day, for everything serves your plans. I know that your regulations are fair; you discipline me because I need it. Now let your unfailing love comfort me, just as you promised me, your servant."
-Psalm 119: 89-91, 75-76

:)

2009-01-11T20:53:00.005-05:00

Sorry for the lack of posts lately. This nursing school thing has kinda hit me head-on and I wasn't prepared! Even though I've got a little behind on the studying, I do have to mention that I have actually stuck to my new years resolution. I've even been to the gym for the past 6 days in a row! And I feel so much better about myself. My hope is to not just lose a few pounds, but to have a more healthy style of living. I know lots of people commit to this same thing at the beginning of every year. Lets just hope mine lasts a lifetime :). But anyways, I just wanted to encourage anyone who is struggling with whatever situation, to keep pushing! No matter how tough things may get at times, and no matter how far away from God you feel, know that He is always there to help you. Don't let the stress of everyday life pull you down. God is so much bigger than any situation we face. Be courageous, persistent, and don't give up!

Customer Service Fail

2009-01-01T11:52:00.005-05:00

2009

2009-01-01T02:55:00.008-05:00

Happy New Year everyone! I know that God has great things in store for this year. His will is at work and I can't wait to see what he reveals in 2009.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths.
Proverbs 3: 5-6

Thankfulnes

2008-12-25T21:49:00.005-05:00

Every year, from Thanksgiving to Christmas, every one's lives seem to pick up speed and become just a little more busy and/or complicated than normal. Cooking of turkeys, family gatherings, baking of pies, and Christmas decorating and shopping seem to take over our lives for the last couple of months every year. In a season that supposed to be about being thankful for what we have and the many, many blessings God has given us, (most importantly the gift of his son, Jesus Christ), our wants for a more luxurious lifestyle and desire to have full tummy's 24/7 almost seem to outweigh the real reason for this season. During my many gift searching adventures of this season, most of them being at a place called the Augusta Mall (although more recently it shares more characteristics with a zoo than a mall), I have often stopped to just watch all of the people frantically searching for just that one perfect gift. Now, I'm not saying that I haven't been part of that (Lord knows I've certainly spent my fare share of time shopping and letting the "hustle and bustle" take over my life, momentarily), but I can't help but notice the unthankful atmosphere in the midst of a season dedicated toward thankfulness.

Being thankful is more than just merely saying "thank you" to the cashier at Target, then rudely snatching the receipt from his/her hand because you had to wait in line 30 minutes, or even saying "thank you" to God for the birth of Jesus Christ, but not dedicating your life to his purpose. Thankfulness is an attitude, and the biggest part of that thankful attitude is the way in which we accept God into our lives. Our thankfulness to God is most believable when it is part of our over-all praise and worship to God and is expressed, without words, in the way we live our lives.

Just how thankful are we?? Are we thankful enough to live our thankfulness until next year at this time, and hopefully beyond, by being the loving and compassionate person God made each of us to be? We might say that we will, but we won't be able to do it unless it's part of our very being. True thankfulness is never selfish or self serving. When we are truly thankful, we will make everyone around us thankful simply because of the respectful and loving way we treat them. Thankfulness is not something we do. Saying "thank you" is not the same as actually being thankful. Have you ever heard the expression "actions speak louder than words"? I certainly have. In the end, your heart is what speaks the loudest.

If you're grateful, if you're really thankful for the good things in your life, then the next question would have to be, " To whom are you thanking?" We should be thankful to God because the most magnificent gift of all is God's love for us. A love so strong that he humbled himself and come to earth as a little baby born in a manger, then died a shameful death on a cross so that we may be forgiven of all our sins and have eternal life. Our thankfulness as Christians is not tied to a particular day or season, but should be a constant attitude. True thankfulness is revealed in faithfulness to God.

I'm so thankful to God for giving me a family that is so loving, friends that care, and a spiritual family that is absolutely amazing. Blessed does not even begin to describe my life. I pray that in this next year I'm able to live in a way that shows my true thankfulness to God.

I will sing of your strength, in the morning I will sing of your love;

for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble.

O, my Strength, I sing praise to you;

you, O God, are my fortress, my loving God.

-Psalm 59:16-17

Ingredient FAIL

2008-12-21T09:25:00.001-05:00

All about me

2008-12-15T21:39:00.008-05:00

I recently took an assessment test that assessed my leadership style, spiritual gifts, and personality. I've never been much on taking these kind of tests; just didn't see the point. But I have to say, I'm pretty impressed with how detailed the questions and results were of this one. The results seemed to 'hit the nail right on the head', actually. It's like the following descriptions were written specifically for me! (but I know they weren't. that's just how precise I felt this test to be). According to the findings of this test, my personality is Minister. Some defining characteristics: "A shepherding person that values protecting people. Functions well only in small organizational structures, and values heritage and tradition. Ministers are likely to be soft-spoken, warm and humble people who prefer one-on-one relationships. They are serious but not aloof. They are detail-oriented and accurately handle facts and information. Ministers serve well as counselors and leaders within restoration and recovery ministries." My leadership style is Management/Administration. Defining characteristics: "Administrative leaders have a leadership style which is less "up-front" than some of the other styles (ain't that the truth). They are able to organize and follow through on all the necessary tasks and activities to ensure that projects are completed on time. They are highly dependable and conscientious project support team members. Administrative leaders are very task orientated and will likely find that managing data and tasks is far easier than managing people" (that's so me!). And lastly, I have the spiritual gift of Helps/Service. "The common attribute of this spiritual gift is the passion to humbly serve and support others within the assembly of Christ Followers. This person displays a natural servant heart and will seek the welfare of others, even to the point of self-sacrifice. " I figured since this is my blog, and supposed to be about me, I thought I'd share just a part of who I am.

Determination

2008-12-05T13:54:00.005-05:00

I'm sharing this video because it is such a great example of determination and willpower. The worm had a goal and he was determined to reach it (disregard the ending because it did stink a little). As the end of the semester approaches and final exams are right around the corner, my tank is running a little low on strength and determination. I've been struggling with apathy toward school for the past few weeks. It's been a tough semester and I'm just ready for a break. But earlier today, I was reminded of the scripture "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward" (Colossians 3:23-24). Thank goodness I'm able to find rest in the Lord. He is the only reason I've made it this far!

Old time favorites

2008-11-28T21:49:00.011-05:00

Earlier today, as I was listening to random songs on my iTunes, I was reminded of how great traditional hymns are. Growing up, I sang hymns every Sunday; and honestly I didn't like it very much. But know that I'm older, I'm able to appreciate the beautiful and powerful lyrics of these wonderful songs. While I love contemporary music, and actually rarely sing hymns anymore, there's just something about the wording of hymns that can never be replaced. (Although I have to add, I absolutely DESPISE playing hymns strait from the hymnal! It's so difficult to make it sound good). But anyways, below I listed some of my favorite lines from a few of the more popular hymns. I could make a whole book on ALL the lyrics that are worthy of being mentioned. Just go pick up a hymnal and turn to any page if you're interested in knowing what they are!

Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost but know I'm found. Was blind but now I see.

By God’s Word at last my sin I learned;
Then I trembled at the law I’d spurned,
Till my guilty soul imploring turned to Calvary

...redeeming love has been my theme, and shall be 'till I die

O victory in Jesus,My Savior, forever. He sought me and bought me With His redeeming blood

Love

2008-11-23T20:42:00.007-05:00

While I was searching the Internet earlier for a quote that Pastor Brent mentioned in his sermon this morning (btw, great job Brent), I came across a passage from an article titled "Raising Our Evangelistic Temperature: Necessary Practices". This is not the passage I was looking for but I felt it was worth sharing:

Obey the commands of Scripture. Mark 1:17-18 says, "And Jesus said to them, 'Follow Me, and I will make you become fishers of men.' Immediately they left their nets and followed Him." In Matthew 28:18-20 Jesus commanded his followers, "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and know, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." Sharing the good news with lost people is not optional! Do you know what is wrong with the church? Our concept of spiritual maturity is all messed up! We measure spiritual maturity by church attendance, how much Bible knowledge a person has, what position a person occupies in the church and how far he keeps himself from drinking, smoking, and swearing! I think Jesus would have us measure spiritual maturity more on the basis of how we are obeying the Great Commandment--to love God and others--and the Great Commission--helping lost people to become fully-devoted followers of Jesus Christ.

"Love God, Love people, reach the world." That's part of the mission statement of the church I attend. As you can see, it lines right up with the scripture. I think it's sad how so many of the "Christians" in today's world actually believe that going to church makes you a follower of Christ. Growing up, I often had that mentality. I thought that doing "good" meant that I knew Christ. But I didn't. I had no clue what it meant to have a true, genuine realtionship with the creator of this universe; to know the one who forgives all sin, and yet could be my best friend. I thank God every day for sending people into my life who believed and followed the above scriptues; who reached out to me when I was so far from God, helping me to become a fully-devoted folllower of Jesus.

Spirituality and Religion

2008-11-21T11:13:00.010-05:00

My lecture this morning was titled "Spirituality and Beliefs". Going into this class I wasn't sure what to expect because I do attend a "secular" college. My initial expectation was for the lecture to be very vague, as to not step on any one's toes by somehow exalting one belief system over another. However, I was very impressed at how the professor handled this subject. Instead of explaining every religion out there and trying to reason through all of the various beliefs in the world, she focused more on what spirituality is rather than religion. She made sure to explain the distinct separation and difference in spirituality and religion. Spirituality is the essence of who we are and what we believe. Whereas religion is a organized system of beliefs. (My interpretation, religion will get you absolutely nowhere! it means nothing of eternal value). I love how my professor noted 3 core issues of spirituality: faith, hope, and love. She took a strong stance, noting that all 3 are true with any belief system. Although she didn't reference it to any scriptures (even though she certainly made it known she was a Christian), I knew that it lined right up with the Word of God (1 Corinthians 13). To sum it up, she said that religion is born out of spirituality. Of course, the lecture was tied in to patient care and how the patients spiritual stance affects the care given and health of the patient, seeing as it was a nursing class. But all in all, I really enjoyed the class. And I think the professor did too. One thing that suprised me was toward the end of the class, the professor asked how many of us would feel comfortable praying with a patient if the patient asked us to. Shockingly, of a class of 48, only about 6 people raised their hand! The field of nursing is so service and care orientated that I expected more of a response. I just assumed that everyone else was entering this career field for the same reason I am; because they love God with all their heart. Therefore they love people and have compassion for them, just as the Lord commanded. But I guess I was wrong. Anyways, I just felt like sharing this brief summary...

WATER!!!

2008-11-17T22:31:00.004-05:00

Well, apparently there is some way that rain water is getting in my car. I didn't know this until I picked up my bookbag off of the floor board today and all its contents were completely saturated with water. That is an $80 Pharmaclogy book, two notebooks, and about 200 notecards. Not to mention about 50 pages of loose leaf notes of powerpoint presentations. The pic above shows my solution of trying to salvage anything possible. Studying for my final exam should be interesting!

***

2008-11-13T22:26:00.011-05:00

O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I'm far away... Search me, O God. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life. Psalm 139: 1-2, 23-24

Done, Finished, Terminado, Fini, Законченный

2008-11-12T12:33:00.013-05:00

As of today at 11:30am, I was offically done with clinicals for the semester. PTL, I am so excited!! Hopefully I won't have to set foot in a nursing home again for a long time. Although, I did kind of enjoy it. Old people are so sweet :)

Delicious

2008-11-12T06:19:00.004-05:00

I never thought I'd say this, but today I actually had the best blended mocha drink that I've ever had--and it wasn't Starbucks! Who knew that the coffee shop inside of Border's could make something so delicious. And to make things even better, they topped it with CHOCOLATE whipped cream :) Although, about 10 minutes later, I regretted getting it because somehow the chocolate whipped cream magically jumped out of the cup and onto my ALL WHITE nursing uniform!!!!! I sure hope bleach works!

blah, blah, blah

2008-11-09T17:40:00.004-05:00

Sorry I haven't updated in a few days. But I think I've hit somewhat of a writer's block. I keep trying to think of something to blog about, but nothing has come up. After church this morning I attempted to wrtie something about today's sermon and the impact it had on me, but I realized I probably had enough to write a book! So, no blog of importance today. Maybe I'll think of something good tomorrow...

Yummy...

2008-11-06T20:06:00.006-05:00

Since yesterday afternoon I've been a little sick with some type of stomach virus or something. Luckily, I started feeling better a couple of hours ago. But now that I'm able to actually eat without ending up in the bathroom 30 minutes later, I've had this ridiculous craving for candy corn! Conveniently, I had a bag of it at my house. Lets just say I feel like I just ate my weight in those things...crazy! Now I really feel sick...go figure...

A Must See!

2008-11-04T22:19:00.004-05:00

I just watched the movie Fireproof and it was absolutely amazing! The acting could have been a little better, but all in all, it was an AWESOME movie. Over the past couple of years I've seen almost every movie that has came to theaters, but I can't remember the last time I saw a movie that was so uplifting and encouraging! Everyone must see this one...

Crazy...

2008-11-02T21:22:00.005-05:00

Le-a

I can't tell any details, but a patient in a local hospital had a baby girl and named her the name you see above. If you were to see these letters as the first name of a female, how would you pronounce it? My first guess would be to pronounce it like Lea is spelled or like Lay-a. But nope, not even close! Believe it or not, it is actually pronounced

Ledasha...can you believe that!?! I would love to know what y'all think of this...

Just thinking...

2008-11-01T22:35:00.005-04:00

I just heard this song by Chris Tomlin called Jesus Messiah. I'm not sure if it's new or not, but it's new to me because I've never heard it. The words are so powerful. I have 'em listed below incase you haven't heard it yet. The first line of this song is my favorite. "He became sin, who knew no sin." Even though Christ was tempted by the devil (for 40 days in the desert, to be exact), He NEVER sinned. Yet He was willing to DIE for the sin of you and I! I know this is a very basic concept, something I've been taught since birth. But I don't think I will ever be able to fully grasp Christ's love for us; none of us can. I guess that's why I love this song so much. It's simple!--when the idea of Christ's love for us can many times seem very overwhelming! Jesus Messiah by Chris Tomlin He became sin, who knew no sin That we may become His righteouness He humbled himself and carried the cross Love so amazing, Love so amzing Jesus Messiah Name above all names Blessed redeemer, Emmanuel Who resuced for sinners, the ransom from heaven Jesus Messiah, Lord of all His body the bread, His blood the wine broken and poured out all for love the whole earth trembled and the veil was torn All our hope is in you, all our hope is in you All the glory to you, God The light of the world

Now what am I supposed to do?

2008-11-01T16:35:00.005-04:00

Since the semester has started, I believe this is the first weekend I've had where I haven't had to do school work. And to be honest, I don't know what to do with myself! I worked this morning but now I'm just sitting at home thinking "um, what do I do now?" Thank goodness I have a family get-together tonight or I'd lose my mind! haha, maybe I'm exaggerating a little...but it does feel nice not having to bother with all my textbooks. (all 14 of them)

It's ME!

2008-10-29T19:51:00.013-04:00

Me and my mom (or rather, Meme and Tin man)

I love old people! :)

2008-10-29T13:33:00.004-04:00

This is near the entrance to the nursing home I am doing clinical at. You gotta love senior communities!

Funny times :)

2008-10-27T19:57:00.007-04:00

Below are a few clips of Tiffany and Eliza dancing/singing in the car. They are absolutely hilarious! I realized that it isn't so bad to ride in the back seat!...

Classic's

2008-10-27T10:59:00.004-04:00

Call me silly, but I love cartoons. I was trying to find some to watch this morning but nothing good seemed to be playing. Have you ever wondered what happend to all the classics? like The Jetsons, Tom and Jerry, Bugs Bunny, and Doug?? you know, the cartoons that were actually funny! I think my all time favorite will always be Tom & Jerry. Even though it's just an endless tale of a cat chasing a mouse, it never exhausts me :) What's your favorite?

Give credit where credit is due

2008-10-26T20:51:00.001-04:00

I forgot to give credit to the person who inspired the name "K-rist". So thanks to Eliza for inventing that silly nickname that has turned into something more!

Quiet...

2008-10-26T17:48:00.004-04:00

Today, and really this week, have been pretty tough (emotionally, spiritually, and physically). But as I sit in an empty building on campus, my goal to study but have ended up just enjoying the quiet, I'm reminded of God's great love. I'm encouraged by the fact that no matter how tough things can get at times, He is always there. I think it's funny how often we exhaust every other option possible before we resort to Christ! Why is that??? It's gotta be a pride issue...but anyways, I'm reminded of this scripture that seems to sum it all up.... 5 Let all that I am wait quietly before God, for my hope is in him. 6 He alone is my rock and my salvation, my fortress where I will not be shaken. 7 My victory and honor come from God alone. He is my refuge, a rock where no enemy can reach me. 8 Trust in him at all times. Pour out your heart to him, for God is our refuge. Psalm 62:5-7

Hello...

2008-10-25T22:04:00.001-04:00

...So, I'm gonna attempt this whole blogging thing, as it seems to be becoming an epidemic. Yes ladies and gentlemen, I'm starting a blog! So pick your jaw up off the floor, and let that overwhelming feeling of astonishment sink in a little, then maybe you'll actually believe what you're reading! I'm not sure how this is going to fit into my busy schedule but I will try my best to make an entry every day. Well, got to go for now. But check back tomorrow for more!